tears..just tears..

hello hey my reader..

erghh menaip dengan batuk yang non-stop make me feel like...

I HATE IT SO MUCH !!! 

can i scream??aloud??

yeaa i cant ! i cant ! but i want it.. :'( 

demm demm..i hate when im sad.

from tajuk yang i post there,i really wanna tell you alls bout tears.

you know what.i really mean that i hate tears ! but did you know..

its fact !

and i face it.kenapa ya??

yeaa dengan airmata tu je,orang lain pun ley faham apa kita rasa.apa yang

kita na sampaikan sbnarnye even with a tears.

like me,if i couldn't say or explain something at her the best natural way

is my tears suddenly drop.

you know why i hate it???coz she will know what im gonna say.

but.sometimes not just bila kita mmg sedey je mngalir airmata,

bila kita marah pun sama...we cant stand anymore,na cakap pun ta temampu and only tears

accompany us right??

bila keadaan da jadi ceni,i willl go to toilet and everything akan teluah rather than show to her.

for me,just i dont want to burden her by looking me sad all the time

even sometimes it was my fault act.

and me myself couldn't accept the ways she treat me.

NO TEXT.NO CALL 

eventhough bnda tu wajib act for us.

hurmmmmmm :((

the saddest moment when we act shud happy that day

but it end up like a shit !

you know,i hate it !!!

its FEBRUARY and i really mean it that you know how much that time is really mean  to me

with you.tapi na buat cane,tetap my fault.demm !

i really do hate myself so much !

such a bad girl.ur bad little girl.

demm !!!

my HEROO !!

hey there !!

ehemm ehemm..sape je baca bolg i neh yee..

ohhh WATEVE ! anybody yang baca,i wish thanks a lot ok coz sudi baca.

well act dalame na post tentang neh kan,but im so so sorry !!!

i got FEVER !! yeahh demam,then talarat na bangun ke hape,na buat mcm2 apatah lagi kannn..

but only for 2 days but still batuk2 n sakit tekak.

dun worry,my mum bought DEQUADIN.

its okay,pray for me yep yep.aminn..

ok.berbalik2 pada tajuk yang ditas tuhh kan..i na cerita bout my HEROO!

sape dia??apa nama dia???laki i??erm erm

well laki tuu memang betol,butt jgn paranoid lagi k..

the heroo that i am talking right now is MY FATHER !

well teringat kat beliau,n i was remember the time i was still small,then

ayah ajar mengaji..till now i couldn't forget how he teach me and my sis.

ingat lagi dulu,bila time mengaji mesti rasa

 MALASSSS,CUAKK,scaryy and so onn..

biasala bebudak kan time uh yang tahu na tnguk tv citer kartoon,na tido,na makan,

sampai perkara tu diketepikan.but my dad,dia tegas bab mengaji.

i admit that my dad sangat sangat sporting,dia takesa wherever i nak g,but bila mengaji

dia sangat tegas and GARANG !!

PEGAWAI TENTERA~disiplin tu utama kan dad??

then..bila ngaji,dad selalunya akan ambil rotan kat atas rak almari,then panggil

my sis n i untuk baca.and take note my dad akan asah hujung rotan tuu sampai TAJAM macam

hujung pensil tuu.na tahu buat apa??

ok lets me story.bila macam kitorang baca ta betul,tajwid lari lintang pukang entah kemana

biasanya sama ada kena rotan kat belakang badan,atau tak pun dia akan halakan

hujung rotan tuu dekat pusat then tekan2 kat perot.memang la sakit but

act all that untuk kebaikan.

but you know what,i neh nakal aw,so then bila my sis baca late cetuu i nguap banyak kali

tunggu dia habeh baca,pappp!! i yang kena rotan.hahahaha

takpun bila my dad hala hujung rotan tu kat perot i,i kempiskan perot.jadi takdelaa

rasa.rasa kurang sakit.ehehehe :))

what a naughty girl..

bila ingat balik,rasa rindu sangat kat my dad buat cetu..

erm erm..semua yang dia buat tu untuk kebaikan diri i supaya menjadi lebih baik...

itu saja okay.take note yaaa..